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I made myself strong by getting my skin numb and loosening up the thumbs by pumpin' out the black tar water I made myself real by rippin' up magazines and staving off disease by pumpin' out the black tar water I made my friends leave with tightrope at the knees and laughin' when they sneeze I'm thrown' up the black tar black tar water I start to tell it wrong by singing' in a song when robbers held up guns they shootin' out the black tar water drippin' off follicles seepin' out my pores fillin' up my lungs oh my my drippin' off follicles seepin' out my pores fillin' up my lungs oh my black tar water my black tar water my black tar water my black tar water black tar water
I thought you were the golden god I thought you were my relatives deceased the sound of all this burnin' up in our first atmosphere in our first atmosphere fear fear fearful noise fear fear fearful noise fear fear fearful noise Are you a show off crocodile are you a windmill blade are you the future paradise are you a noxious place are you a noxious place Are a siren calling out are the end of days are you the bells of freedom or warning they are here our warning they are here fear fear fearful noise fear fear fearful noise fear fear fearful noise fear fear fearful noise fear fear fearful noise fear fear fearful noise fear fear
I hold my back like I'm carryin' a country I hold my breath so I don't catch what you carry I hold my hands waiting' for an honorary degree I hold my ribs hoping' they aren't empty they aren't empty think now think long and hard are you good or are you hard to reach think now think long and hard are your words as good as they deserve you've been doin' it to yourself -what you know you gotta get it from the bottom of your heart you've been makin' all this worse -what you know you know I fill my journal with the phrase you are not good enough I fill my mouth with the first thing I can think of I fill my waking hours with seasons of another person's life I fill my head with the moments I would never re-live twice think now think long and hard are you good or are you good enough think now think long and hard is your work for anyone but you you've been doin' it to yourself -what you know you gotta get it from the bottom of your heart you've been makin' all this worse -what you know you know you know STOP STOP -ok
They're flexin' Texas while we sweet-dream ourselves diggin' grave sites in the front yard slap pommade on your sweet little grandfather wish daughters on your daughters inevitable inhabited bodies won't be habitable no no emptied like the theater inevitable inhabited bodies won't be habitable no no emptied like revolver we're mingling and it's tingling our genitalia download all your best intensions licking wounds and bending spoons with our telekinesis we'll stay up just to watch her inevitable inhabited bodies won't be habitable no no emptied like the theater inevitable inhabited bodies won't be habitable no no emptied like, like revolver the light will fall out your eyes the wind will blow out your mouth but we got a match and bellows to bring you right back We're flexin' Texas while we sweet-dream ourselves We're flexin' Texas while we sweet-dream ourselves We're flexin' Texas while we sweet-dream ourselves Inevitable!
I stay up late mending shirts and rinsing plates we had out for your birthday I rub my body against the banister and focus my thoughts on the subtlety of your snore I don't wanna wake the household I don't wanna shake in my morals I don't know anymore if this body has the same allure if your mind drifts off when you close your eyes I don't know anymore if my constant insisting insisting we shake things up has kept your attention I rise with the first light tuck in my good and whisper it's alright to my heart still in dreamland I turn the shower all the way cold hold in my noises and exercise control I don't wanna wake the household I don't wanna shake in my morals I don't know anymore if my lipstick has the same allure if my hair done up catches any eyes I don't know anymore If my constant insisting demanding we try new things has kept your attention
Come lift your arms and praise me I'm not famous get my face on the tv screen come lift your arms and praise me I'm not famous and I need to be Oh I have prayed for years and years Have I please paid all my dues? Oh I have worked more than my darndest tootin' Tell your famous friends about me Yes I will yes you will Yes I will yes you will Yes you will Come lift your arms and praise me I'm not famous get my face on the tv screen come lift your arms and praise me I'm not famous and I need to be Oh I will sign your autographs Oh I'll use your great ideas too Oh I will listen and write them down I'll tell my famous friends about you Yes I will yes you will Yes I will yes I will yes you will Come Come Come come cooooooome cooooooooome life your arms and praise me I'm not famous get my face on the tv screen come lift your arms and praise me I'm not famous and I need to be
Let's go in the lion's den Let's go in the lion's den Oooh can't have motion sickness ooh don't want your ribbons showing yeah, they say you gotta you follow your heart if it's still intact and beating Let's go in the lion's den Don't you worry, we're all friends Oooh can't have yellow fever ooh don't want your life to start flashing yeah, they say you do what you do what you want if we're on the sidelines cheering Let's go in the lion's den Let's go in the lion's den Let's go in the lion's den Let's go in the lion's den what you think a lion's made of they're made of endings they're made of ends Let's go in the lion's den
Am I happy Am I all lit up Are my heels off the ground from the magic that surrounds me Happy All lit up Heels off the ground magic that surrounds me I'm not like the other girls disgusting repulsive is right look at me twice look at me in the eye I am no usual sight look at my hair right there look how much I'm not scared I'm not like the other girls I try to say what's on my mind try not to hold it in that gets my nose bleeding I would be tradin' bodies if I could startin' over if I could I would talk less listen more if I could I wanna be like the water I would talk less listen more if I could startin' over if I could I would be tradin' bodies if I could I wanna be like the water water Am I happy Am I all lit up Are my heels off the ground from the magic that surrounds me Happy All lit up Heels off the ground magic that surrounds me These are the dark ages sweatin' like I'm full of holes gaggin on my wounds it's the truth with the banner right in front of me block letters painted blue These are the dark ages shakin' like a dog in snow late to every meeting though I'm pryin' off the barnacles I'm getting myself clean I would be tradin' bodies if I could startin' over if I could I would talk less listen more if I could I wanna be like the water I would talk less listen more if I could startin' over if I could I would be tradin' bodies if I could I wanna be like the water water Am I happy Am I all lit up Are my heels off the ground from the magic that surrounds me Happy All lit up Heels off the ground magic that surrounds me
At the bottom of a cave Lookin' for the day seeping' in keep my hands on the line keep my eyes open all the time underwater so much pushing' in lookin' for any sign of anything arm propellers crashin' into nothin' forever I don't remember which way's upside upside I don't remember which way's out My thoughts are heavying with doubt I don't remember which way's upside upside I don't remember which way's out My mask is heavying with water Don't want to slow the chaos yet sink like a silver dollar in a moment things will all make sense forever I don't remember which way's upside upside I don't remember which way's out My thoughts are heavying with doubt (I don't remember, I don't remember) I don't remember which way's upside upside I don't remember which way's out My mask is heavying with water